Before Knowing

Matter & Meaning vol.003

Originally published as Matter & Meaning vol.003. This Journal edition has been adapted from the original mailing and includes selected content from the issue.

Summer brings a change in pace—less a pause than a shift in frame. The days are longer, the edges of time less defined. We spend some of this season far north, where the sky never fully darkens and night hovers in perpetual twilight. Time loosens. Routine fades. A different kind of looking returns.

This issue turns toward wonder—a word dulled by overuse. Not as nostalgia or escape, but as a way of seeing, before ideas take shape. In its original sense, wonder is not amazement or delight, but a state of radical attentiveness: a pause before explanation, when perception remains open and thought begins.

2025 has been a year of upheaval—personal, environmental, systemic. In that shifting landscape, we’ve found grounding in moments that remind us of the importance of wonder. This issue gathers a few.

“The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom the emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed.”
— Albert Einstein, Living Philosophies

LISTEN
Kalon Playlist No.04: Laying in Grass
Made for the in-between hour—for walking to the river, or lying on a rug in the grass, when the evening begins to glow.

READ
Key Changes (An Essay) → Read / Listen
A meditation on time, memory, and transformation. This lyrical essay by Sabrina Imbler is a reminder of writing as a full-body art form. Originally published in Orion and later read aloud on Radiolab , it begins with the first sound in the universe and travels through a cricket field to a karaoke bar, drawing a dozen unexpected connections in-between.

The Wonders of Creation and the Rarities of Existence
Written nearly 800 years ago during a time of profound upheaval, this cosmography by the Islamic scholar al-Qazwini sought to catalog all of reality—from the stars to the sea—blending science with the fantastical in pursuit of one thing: awe. Qazwini believed that even the most ordinary things—stones, clouds, creatures—could offer insight, if only we looked with enough wonder. Each copy of the text was illustrated anew, transforming the book into a living work—an evolving visual archive of how people saw the world, and what they found remarkable. The result is one of the most widely copied and beautifully illustrated texts in history—a centuries-old testament to curiosity, imagination, and the enduring power of wonder.

The original issue continued with more on wonder in the natural world, film, and the kinds of fleeting experiences that resist explanation. This Journal edition presents a selection from vol.003; Matter & Meaning is published in full by email.

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